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[Mar. 29th, 2008|09:52 am] |
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| | john mayer is my boyfriend. | ] |
Im going to NYC soon, and yes i'm freakishly excited.
It's like a big deal to me, okay?
I'm naming my child Edie. If anyone steals my baby name i'll de-friend you.
I have to be at work in less than an hour, ah i a lot less than an hour.
I hate it, & only half of my head has curls right now.
Anywho....
I'm going to start tanning soon, I can feel summer coming.
Ah i can't wait to be tan, i'll look so much better.
New York Cityyyyyyyyyyy.
Ew, I have this bad cough, it's really unpleasant.
4 more weeks of school, is anyone else so excited about that fact.
I do not like school, but i need that whole education thing so I guess it's okay.
I can't find a new job, i've been looking / applying, no one calls me back dammit.
I hate Kohl's.
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[Mar. 7th, 2008|12:52 pm] |
New things.
Its March 7th... I'm going to NYC April 3rd. SWEEET.
House search is moving on... Estimated living date is August.
Carly.. Katie..Me.. possibly Lindsay and or Aundrea
It was lovely seeing Jeanetty.
I'm going to Bruce Springsteen tonight, sweeet man.
Saturday Lauren will be home, yay.
Next saturday Chris will be home, sweet.
There are 13 days until spring, i was just informed by Niecy.
Gavin is slowly dying.... slowly hopefully.
I owe the state money. |
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| That 70's show is great, but I want them to make a That 60's show. |
[Feb. 20th, 2008|11:28 pm] |
I want to go to Greenwich Village, Central Park, Bryant Park, Times Square.
Chris... I've changed the dates to April 3rd - 6th. You don't have to visit though, I feel timing this out won't work. But... if we drive by your school we'll stop by, hopefully we drive by?
Design 102 is hard, okay not hard, the stupid 23 year old who teaches it is stupid and does not know what he is doing... not working for me.
Aundrea and I drove(well, she drove) to Sonic the other night, we're just that spontanious.
I want a bigger Ipod, mine is stupid & full.
Note to self: Don't buy anything for at least a month. You have no money.
I turned 19 incase anyone didn't know.... Canada is cool. It should be cheaper though.
The hollywood Vanity Fair is sweet.
I'm bored. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 1st, 2008|10:16 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | living room | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tv | ] |
Happy New Year EVERYONE who reads this a.k.a no one
2007 was interesting.
A lot of things happened.
I went to Cleveland and Chicago.
I learned a lot in school.
I saw a lot of movies, a lot.
that's pretty much it.
2008 should be great, haha. |
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| I'm BOREDDDD |
[Dec. 24th, 2007|01:17 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my room | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the shins | ] |
I got a 3.5 my first semester.
I'm sweet.
Tomorrow is christmas eve, hmmmph. Merry Christmas
I dyed my hair lighter, its like a strawberry orange-y blonde light brown color.
I don't mind it.
This week was interesting, I saw a lot of my friends.
I did something every day... I was so productive, well... I just was around a lot of my friends which was cool.
With in the last 2 weeks I've seen...
The Golden Compass with Kush
I'm not there with Andrea and Mom
Sweeney Todd with Chris Katie Carly Ben and Pat
P.S I love you with Rachel B and Kelly
This christmas with Jen Leah Becca and Nicole
...I think that's it. THAT'S SO MUCH MONEY ON MOVIES. Winter... all you can do is go see a freaking movie.
I can never sleep at night anymore...most likely because I nap when I get home from work. |
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| i should be writing a paper.... |
[Dec. 6th, 2007|12:19 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | library | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  artistic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The beatles | ] |
People / Friends.... its so difficult to explain that word.
I consider a lot of people my best friends
I mean, sure... different levels of best friends, but regaurdless...
My Best Friends ; Andrea, Carly, Lauren, Chuck, Chris, Katie, to some extent... Darren.
Anyways... I think that those people get me, they know that I'm weird and they don't hold it against me... they are the constants in my life... and that's a nice thing. To have at least one person that has always been there just to be friends with, just to sit around with, i feel like I'm lucky in this. I've done a good job in my head in weeding out the people, who don't get me wrong I still totally love... but they aren't my best friends.
I care a great deal about every one of my friends ( no matter if we still talk on the daily or if i only see them once in a while)... but I'm realizing that not all of them care about me... They don't care what's new in my life. They only care about themselves, and I guess to a certain extent that's all anyone really cares about, but i've decided that I care about them regaurdless.
I'm doing nothing but thinking today, I have no idea why.
I was even pondering why men get the drumsticks at dinner.
Reading all my old LJ posts makes me miss highschool a lot.
Everything was so much fun!!
hmmph |
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[Dec. 2nd, 2007|12:25 am] |
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| |  pissed off | ] |
I spend most of my time bitching about how much i don't like you, and how you're annoying. I really don't know why, because really the qualities you have are what i'm looking for in a guy. I want someone to want to hang out with me, to text me all the time, to call me, to wait until i get in my house before they drive away. Those things, they're not in any means something i don't want. With that said i dont understand why i'm such a jerk about our friendship... and the fact that you don't even know that i'm a jerk about it, because i don't tell you.. I feel so bad. I need to fix this mental issue i'm having, really for no reason, I've never been like this. Why am I not into the idea of a friend who actually cares about me. |
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[Oct. 19th, 2007|01:28 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my room | ] |
| [ | music |
| | blow | ] |
lj....
My old friends....
They scare me. A lot.
I like to think that I don't care
as much as I don't hang out with them
& don't want to hang out with them.
I still care about what they're doing
& what they're doing is so bad.
Everyone is into such hard drugs
I care about the guys i've known forever,
and they're scaring me. I just see them changing,
more than one of my "close" friends.
I think to them.....
i'm someone who will just listen to them babel.
& I do that because I care about them.
I guess it's better I know what they're doing
then to be completely in the dark?
I can't help them, anything I say, is heard...
thought about & forgot.
It makes me sad to see all the people I was once so
close with, completely different, completely consumed
by drugs.
It's wierd that I have certain people in my life that I can go
months without talking to and still be so close with.
I don't need this, I need to move.
I need to get accepted into the schools,
if I don't, I have no idea what i'm going to do.
I want my friends to go back to when they didnt need drugs
Everything was so much easier. |
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[Oct. 10th, 2007|10:54 pm] |
Everyone I have ever known changed.
&& It's really weird. |
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| I love fridays. |
[Sep. 28th, 2007|12:09 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | living room | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the shins | ] |
Hypothetically.
If my plan goes through, and I move in august, to Athens, Georgia. I see these things happening....
1. Still talking to Andrea, Chris, Carly on the phone... and still texting Chuck and Kush. Phone friendships last a long time I think, My mom still has friends she talks to a lot from when she lived in Colorado about hmmm 26? years ago.
2. Being uncomfortable and hot if the dorms are'nt air conditioned. This could be an issue, but I think I can manage a.k.a....buy more sun dresses.
3. Making new friends in the whole dorming life, and if I reallllllyyyy don't, I have Steph, Amy, Phillip & Lucas to fall back on, not to mention my aunt and uncle live in town.
4. In theory, I won't have any friends so i'll just work and make friends doing that, hopefully. Regaurdless i'll work, because really what else will I have to do with my time?
Moving away is scary to me, and it's all i've been thinking about, I need to have the papers in by February.
I'll be 19, I think I should be ready.
Sidenote:
I'm going to Chicago with Aundrea in a week, sweet dude.
Also i'm hanging out with Joe tomorrow, yay.
Dugan is snoring, he's wierd.
The Icon is closing, that's also wierd.... 90's dance party. |
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| i bought a book bag =) |
[Sep. 16th, 2007|10:35 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | room | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | cranky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | regina spektor | ] |
College is good, for the most part. Parking and lugging all my stuff isnt fun though.
I still dont like having to work, but i've managed to only work saturday, sundays and tuesdays now.
I have a really big headache and can't sleep.... so i figured id write a list of things i need to do.
1. Decided if i'm going to move to georgia next year, and get some sort of big loan to do it.
...if i go, i dont know if i should bring gavin, but really how could i live without a car? UGH.
2. Stop attempting to talk to a lot of my "friends", because they don't care about me anyways.
3. Find a way to keep my white laptop clean.
4. Save money for my summer road trip.
5. Get a new / trendy phone, i'm bored with mine.
6. Make more friends to hang out with at school.
7. Somehow save lots of money!
8. Visit chris in new paltz or where ever he is.
I have the biggest headache right now, it's really uncomfortable.
I dont even know why im writting in lj.
goodnight. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 22nd, 2007|12:52 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my room | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the shins | ] |
I need a way around working, or maybe just a new job, because this 2-10:30 is going to kill me.
Chris left the other day, and I miss him already.
Lauren left too, which sucks sooo much.
Let's see... tonight i'm going to say goodbye to steve.
I hate how everyone is leaving, and i'm stuck here.
I'm leaving next year, for sure.
Summer is basically over, it's cold out... and i start school on monday.
I'm so scared about this school thing, i mean i dont know what to expect.
I go to buff state mon-thursday the whole day, pretty much.
I'm going to be sitting alone for a while in between classes,
i think i'll make some friends in school, but who knows?
My life all semester will be school 8-5, then working 6-10.
I dont know how im going to do this, ughhhh.
....goodbye summer. Hello college. |
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[Jan. 16th, 2007|10:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | arrg. | ] |
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| | Money in da bank. | ] |
I got into buff state!
I couldnt be any more happy, i was worried for a bit.
& now comes the whole worry of orientation and what not, ha.
I've been in the "i hate work" mood ever since i've even set foot into that dreadful store again.
Blahhh, i can't wait to go to georgia. I hope that will be fun.
I want to go ice skating every week, just so everyone knows my want.
Aundrea's birthday is on friday, shes 18. Yay.
I must make her a card and order her thing a ma jigger.
I dont feel good at all and plan on wearing sweats ,again, to school tomorrow.
For the record, i want summer to come so i can hang out with ALL my friends at once again.
& i dont like, make that hate driving in the snow/ice.
My birthday is in a little less than a month <3.
school: biggest waste of my time.
=)
I'ts boring & everyone annoys me.
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[Oct. 16th, 2006|11:04 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | men women and children | ] |
Picture Update anyone? Okayyy.
Wow, thats a lot. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 6th, 2006|05:28 pm] |
Hmm.
I felt like writting and whole bunch of jumbled mess.....
Homecoming is next weekend, i had 2 dates. Now i don't even have one.
I don't want to go, but i will. Drunk.
Yuppp.
Its really pretty out today, but im so freakishly cold.
The sabres are on tonight, im going to harleys.
I want to go to the park, but i want someone to come with me.
I've come to the conclusion that i will never end up hanging out with patty.
Lame.
I need to start doing college things, starting with SATS on saturday.
The same day as homecoming might i add.
Also, lame.
I was supose to hang out with patty today, yeah that didnt happen.
I miss my old friends, i need to visit them.
I dont like school.
It's too repetitive.
Nothing ever cool happens.
Im bored.
bye.
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[Sep. 28th, 2006|10:35 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | HOMEEE | ] |
| [ | music |
| | D4L | ] |
I want to move here, more than anything.
Well maybe not there, exactly, thats outside Aspen.
It's too expensive there, but i want to move to Ft. Collins. Colorado
Its amazing there.
I am determine to move there at some point in my life.
Now would be ideal, but thats not going to happen.
<3 more than anything.
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[Sep. 9th, 2006|07:18 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home, duh. | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  curious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Murs. | ] |
hi.
School started, it's okay. I supose, actually i dont see car and chirs at all. That's so bothersome.
I'm in 2 math classes, i couldn't be more upset about that issue.
I got a job at Kohl's.
I work now, its really wierd.
I work on monday and tuesday.
I wonder how theyre going to react when i somehow say that on the 28th of december ill be gone till the 2nd.
hmmm.
Today i made 30$ cleaning windows, score? yeah.
My friends are cool, and at the same time so freaking stupid I can't handle it.
But, there are things you like about people, and then things you can't stand. Thats why i have 4 best friends, not one.
I watched Remember the Titans today, i couldn't be more happy about that, talk about the best movie ever.
My parents bought a new car today, which means this time next week, maybe earlier ill have Gavin all for myself.
They have to wait till the car comes in the color they want and all the paperwork goes through.
They also want to move to colorado.
SWEET.
okay goodbye
no one reads this.
lol
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